life is a downturn.
and life is a disappointment nowadays.
i just dont know why.

i dont really enjoy life.
nor do i really hate life.
im just a little confused.

but today.
my girlfriends.
namely nadhirah sayang and azlin B. ;D
i had a hell load of fun laughing non stop.
jokes and sarcasm.
haha,every single moment.
i love it.
so today.
i find out thr reason why im still living with a life.

i aint getting emo, no.
i just need some time to myself.
i dont talk too much and that alot in school.
unlike last time.
well, if you have noticed.
maybe sofia will feel lonely(?)
and she will miss my voice even fr a second.
kan?
haha,but most of th time.
im just thinking.
and wondering.
and reflecting.
and stuff like that.

still,at times.
life wont really go my way.
and it will be one hell of a roller coaster ride.

i just landed rock bottom in life.
so many things to think about.

"jealousy is inevitable"

i aint going to go crazy if people
have got their life went their way
each and every time.
or maybe most of th time.
and i aint gonna scream for some reasons in
not,and never going to state here.

at this point of time.
i just feel like i want to be left alone
but at th same time i want company.

i badddly want time alone with sofia aini.
to let out everything to her.

i really want time with nadhirah
to cry my hearts out.

i yearn for azlin to
laugh my ass off and i know
kita cute kecilkecil ;D

and i reallyreally miss nadhilah.
talking her letting out everything to her.

girlfriends.
that is the reason you
have a mening to live yr life
no matter how life's
been an arse to you.

all th long i just want to watch you happy.
even from far.
could you please try to understand me?

a little time alone.
a HUGE getaway from life.